Thursday, September 16, 2004!
HandWritten on; 5:03 AM
ok. i nv bring that piece of paper which i copied down the winners of the spore hit awards... so... cannot post here yet. heh heh. paiseh.
eoys are coming soon. soon. not soon. only left one pathetic week. damnit. i know i gotta study. gotta mug. but i cant. i jus cant force myself down to it. gotta start soon tho. eh not soon. immediately. what if i suddenly have a nervous breakdown? that would be good i guess. ok im crapping here. [ooh yunlin is beside me. typing so fast. scary.]
last year our ny exams are like, 1 week after all my cousins etc. and i hafta mug while seeing them enjoying themselves. this year our exams are one week
before most of the other schools. damnit. i jus hope i will be able to enjoy myself after the exams when they are mugging. that would be good. but first i hafta make sure that i survive my exams... maybe. jus maybe. i wont. so i hafta say this now. jus in case.
i, lingjiaying, love everyone that i know in my life. thankew so much for leaving ur footprints in my life and my heart. even if u dun really like me OR think im super ugly (which i suppose everyone does), i still wana say "thankew".
thks for making that lil effort to think im ugly. [lame.] but i really do love all of u. thankew ppl.